part 1

i've woken up early in the morning, yet again, in a cold sweat, to create another web site.

right now it's october 22, 2024. i am moving away from san francisco. in 40 days, that part of my soul dies, and every potential version of my life that would have existed if i stayed will also die.

i am thinking about the ephemerality of everything. the internet was a promise of something beyond the physical, but even the internet deteriorates.

none of the images on the page are hosted by me. over time, these images will go offline.

the grass will die, the flowers will wither, and the body of the internet will decompose, until all that remains is #FFFFFF.

it may take years until all of this is fully realized.

part 2

it is now 2:05 PM, i have talked to another human and went on a motorcycle ride.

it is the gestational period of the body

what if a body never dies but goes through stages of metamorphosis? from this, something new, beyond our understanding, beyond anthromorphism, something made of pure #FFFFFF arises.